Day In, Day Out
facing those caged
like animals in the Prison
de la Santé, across the street
from me, I think of the one
finally caught, finally tried,
finally hanged in that yard,
whose death I cannot
mourn (though unable to take
even the life of the rat
I saved from my Maquis
comrades’ guns)
the one who falsely heard
the confessions of those whose
cell he’d infiltrated, whose
confidence he’d gained to betray
to the Gestapo, who were beaten,
tortured, killed, good men
and brave. Their crime? Trying
to thwart the Nazi occupiers
as he pretended to, or simply
the shape of their noses
killed as we would have been
had we not been warned in time
to run to freedom
freedom to sit here now, to look
at hands clutching the bars
of those cells and listen
to the inmates’ shouts,
their wailing and clamouring;
freedom to suffer with them.
Some wonder why, in my plays,
I have not used this setting
so conveniently there
for me, across from
my very house, don’t see
there’s no need: all of us
are behind invisible bars
and life itself a cage.
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*Robert Alesch, a French priest who infiltrated Gloria SMH, the Resistance
cell to which Beckett belonged, and betrayed its members to the Gestapo, was
hanged at the Prison de la Santé. From the studio of his house, Beckett could
see this prison. Using a mirror, he sometimes communicated with one of the
prisoners in Morse code.
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From Beckett Soundings by Inge Israel, published by Ronsdale Press in 2011
Beckett Soundings was released on March 1, 2011.
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